Kvicka

I didn't post anything for long time...and I'm not happy that my post right now is about such thing....

Sorry for followng text...but it has to go out of me...(sorry to everyone who has another opinion or so...It's just how I feel)

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU...

FUCK!!!! What happened with all my favourite J-rock bands?
All went to shit or disbanded...... WHY?
We lost D'espairsRay...I don't want to rather talking about what happened with Girugämesh's music some time ago...nor Dir en grey satisfied me completly with their new album (Kyo stopped singing and everything sounds like big noise...) and I'm afraid what will come...

AND NOW........

FUCK YOU GAZETTE...FUCK YOU WITH WHAT HAPPENED FROM YOU! 
HOW YOU COULD EVEN ALLOW IT?! ALLOW TO BECAME THIS!

All after Aoi said he is disguisted with Vocaloid because it's not real music....because it's made by program!

SO WHY??? WHY Gazette's new album sounds so synthetic and almost all Ruki's voices are distroyed with some computer program???? Why we are not allowed to hear clear that beautiful voice, I fell in love so desperately for....(no growling no synthetic....)

I wish this will never happen....but that moment is probably here...there is no more the GazettE I loved....T____T But what should I do against it?..Nothing...
I hoped for something totally different from this album...I feared that album...and my worst fears came true >_<

Should I keep what I said once? "Where everything started there everything will end!"

It would mean..everything ended here...at this point when I lost them.. But it can't end...I don't want...not now...even when "my world" crumbled right now...

you created that world...and now destroyed it...but I will wait...I will wait here and hope that one day...maybe..you will return....

...I loved you most in that whole world..I fell in love with you again and again...I won't stop hope....never...
You still have place in my heart...just return there....soon...please...
...And I believe your old-self will give me enought strength to overcome this time...

"I don't want to forget to myself, I want to be as I'm" ...waiting for you forever....
for now ..."Sayonara rai rai" T_T

My housmate just looked out of window some minutes ago...and she saw red moon...
I had to take photo of it

It's full moon...and it's red...
Isn't it scary?

 

In fact our cat looks more scary xD

My exams has gone for now...so I had some time...

I just saw gaze's Tokyo Dome concert...I don't have words... ♥

eto...Am I the only one who was crying during watching instead of laughing?
And now I don't think cry with laugh or so...
I cried because I was so touched...because they are so amazing T_T ♥
I heard...my friends laughed when they saw it...I expected I will too...I didn't...
yeah...it's true...Kai snake-outfit looks terrible..Uruha outfits look more than really weird (I'm not sure which one more)...
but who care...no matter how they look...I love them for their music...for what they are...the GazettE ♥♥♥

I wish I could be there with them... (I should have robbed bank xD)
and I have such feeling I will starving from now...cause...I HAVE TO buy this DVD...don't ask me why...I have to...
(and plus last payment for "D" concert-ticket and ticket on train, Dir en grey concert-ticket, and probably plus three CDs which were in Donation action for Japan, 2 at cost of 1, on Neotokyo.... plus I should buy university mimeographed for my oncoming semestral final exams X_X)
...I'm going to die... but...I don't care xD

Thanks for being the GazettE...Love you all ♥

"I don't want to forget to myself, I want to be as I'm"

Long time no post...I know..but right now...just...

Please vote for Meimei....
Meimei is BJD owned by my friend and housmate Kitsune Miyabi
(kitsune79 )

He is in photo-contest with three photos we took...which you can see below

I have to do post about my christmas presents...xD cause I'm really happy about them.... *.*

First at all..with money I got from my grandma I bought red contact lenses *.*

Today my next presents came finally....
Two CD's...awwwwwwwwwwwwww **.**

Stacked Rubbish by the GazettE

and <3... Monsters by D'espairsRay

I'm still awaiting one more... Urobors by Dir en grey...
but under christmas tree I found also one CD ^.^
Black roses by The Rasmus

From my housemates I got wonderful presents too *.*
Pick earrings from Barča (murasakimusouka), red fishnet gloves from Meka-chan


and from Kitsu (kitsune79)..... *.* it really touched me...
it's pick with name of our band *.*
"13 ERRORS"


I couldn't forget...this little amazing bat *.* I got from Seli (irmavep777) 


From my two former classmates and friends I got this:
Franky J did for me this handmade necklace *.* and Evík gave me evil duck..xD
 

My brother (errornikoo) give my awesome tie *.* and super cute christmas turtle *.* xD




Present which gave me my uncle took me totally by suprise <3
it's guitar strap *.*
I don't know what is written there...but who care..xD


and my aunt gave me this fan <3...I have fan-fetish..xD

I got also beautiful like plush purple bathrobe *.*
and some other cloths and lot of soaps and shampoo xD

I gave myself two/three presents but...I posted it later..xD
It's enought now..xD

Just.... I want to wish you all Merry christmas ^.^

My little darling died all of a sudden .... T_____T
Please...tell me somebody that it is just a bad dream...please....

what I'm fu*king supposed to do???

He was so close to me....

I'm trying to take it...but I can't....it's too hard...

WHY?????????????

Ok...here...I finished fanart of Reita...
Hm... in fact I just needed to complete all member of the GazettE... xD

(ok..I will have to draw Kai too...
cause my current art of him is no more sufficient...
but it's acceptable... so better Kai will come in future xD)

so now I forced myself to draw Reita...
(Reita is my least favourit member...
I still like him..I love all members of the GazettE...
just I don't feel at all like I want draw him..xD)

and this is a result...
I hope it isn't so bad but I know it isn't to good.


HERE WE GO....
(click for whole pic)

eh..it has happened again... *.* I felt in love with the GazettE.... <3

Pledge *.*

awwwwwwwwwwww Aoi is so amazing there....everyone is amazing *.* <3

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING

awwwww and that song....**.**

eh....this is website of one lokal shop in our town
.... and when I saw it..... I was like
WTF? am I dreaming? o_O
Kai-chan...what do you do there?.....o_O

(btw. in our country J-rock isn't almost known...so how it could happen?... o_O
they probably don't even know who they have there...xD)

*she is totally dead...and have attack of fangirlism*

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